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Wake up call

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Last night we had quite a bit of snow and the ground was pretty slippy. I was in the car with my mum and step dad and we were on our way to a church meeting. As we were approaching the roundabout the car started skidding, hit the roundabout and almost overturned. Pretty scary right?

But praise God; a bit came off the front of the car, Jim was a bit shocked, I got a strap mark on my neck and mum was fine. A whole lot better than the outcome I had predicted!

As we were hitting the roundabout the nurse in me was trying to think of a plan. What I needed to do worst case scenario. I was praying:

God please keep us safe. I’m not ready to die. There’s so many people I still want to come to know you.

Thankfully we’re all fine. But it got me thinking about how blasé we can be about the gospel. We can get caught up with life. And lose our sense of urgency. Life is so precious and it can easily be taken from us.

We need to be seeking opportunities to bring the people we love to Jesus. I know when I get to heaven I want to see all my friends and family there. I want to know that I gave everything to love them and let them see Jesus in me. I want to be told

well done my good and faithful servant.

I’m not naive enough to think that all of a sudden i’ll see everyone turn to Jesus (how amazing would that be though?!) but I want to know I’ve done all I can to help them come to know Jesus.

Standing in the river

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Tonight i was reminded of Ezekiel 47:1-12. Which goes as follows:

“Then he brought me back to the entrance of the temple and there was water flowing from under the threshold of the temple toward the east, for the temple faced east. The water was coming down from under the south side of the temple, south of the altar. Next he brought me out by way of the north gate and led me around the outside to the outer gate that faced east; there the water was trickling from the south side. As the man went out east with a measuring line in his hand, he measured off a third of a mile and led me through the water. It came up to my ankles. Then he measured off a third of a mile and led me through the water. It came up to my knees. He measured off another third of a mile and led me through the water. It came up to my waist. Again he measured off a third of a mile, and it was a river that I could not cross on foot. For the water had risen; it was deep enough to swim in, a river that could not be crossed. He asked me, “Do you see this, son of man? ” Then he led me back to the bank of the river. When I had returned, I saw a very large number of trees along both sides of the riverbank. He said to me, “This water flows out to the eastern region and goes down to the Arabah. When it enters the sea, the sea of foul water, the water of the sea becomes fresh. Every kind of living creature that swarms will live wherever the river flows, and there will be a huge number of fish because this water goes there. Since the water will become fresh, there will be life everywhere the river goes. Fishermen will stand beside it from En-gedi to En-eglaim. These will become places where nets are spread out to dry. Their fish will consist of many different kinds, like the fish of the Mediterranean Sea. Yet its swamps and marshes will not be healed; they will be left for salt. All kinds of trees providing food will grow along both banks of the river. Their leaves will not wither, and their fruit will not fail. Each month they will bear fresh fruit because the water comes from the sanctuary. Their fruit will be used for food and their leaves for medicine.”

It reminded me that unless I am fully immersed in God, out of my comfort zone and out of my depth. I’m probably not serving God as much as I could be; not as close to Him as I should be and not spending enough time with Him.

So this is my challenge to myself (and anyone else who wants to join me! ) To soak in his word. To be so in love with Him that loving Him and and doing His works isn’t just a choice that I make; but a lifestyle. I want to be undoubtedly, whole-heartily, unconditionally in love with Him. So much so, that people can’t help but see Jesus in me.

Wow, some challenge hey?! I know sometimes I’ll fail and get it wrong. But His forgiveness and grace is more than enough. And I’d rather be the girl who tried and messed up sometimes. Than sit comfortably and never know what it’s like to truly serve Him with all my being.

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Love

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Today I’m reflecting on some verses we’ve all heard thousands of times but they are rolling around in my head causing me to rethink what they mean to me. What do they mean in my life.
1 Corinthians 13 v 4-5 says

Love is patient, love is kind. Love does not envy, is not boastful, is not conceited, does not act improperly, is not selfish, is not provoked, and does not keep a record of wrongs.

Wow!! That kind of love can only come from God Himself. I know, no matter how I try, I can’t love people like that. I want to. But I’m human. And like the rest. I fail.
But if God can love me like that and He calls me to love. Then shouldn’t that be our aim? To love, as God first loved us? Well I don’t know about you, but that’s what I’m aiming for. To love.

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